serinaramonprincess

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

WHAT SHOULD I DO ???

Hehehe, ni sesi meluahkan perasaan ni...

Xla meluah sgt kan, anyway ini berkaitan dgn hati n perasaan. Walaupun kengkadang 2 kta rasa down, rasa mcm "eeee losernya aq", ataupun rasa mcm " x cantik ke aq?". Walaupun kta ni sebgi kaum Hawa, merasakan diri x cantik @pun rasa mcm loser di kalangan kwn2 yg vogue, yg selalu diberi perhatian dri kaum Adam. Tapi sebenarnya, kita harus rasa b'syukur kerana dielakkan dri fitnah, rasa iri hati, cemburu n cemuhan orng ramai.

Jgan berasa malu nak mengaku dri itu SINGLE, walaupun dha mencecah usia 20an. Tpi rasa hiran pun ada jgak tau, bila orng kata " eh, x nak rasa ke b'cinta 2 mcm mn?"  . For me, 'bcinta' utk sekrng mgkin x lagi kot. Tpi tipula bila seseorg 2 ckp dia x perna suka kat someone 2kan.

Apa2 pun, diri ini insya-Allah akan mengutamakan belajar drpd bab2 percintaan ni, Hahahaha... ayat mcm skema plak. Anyway, diri ini ada rasa 'suka' dgan someone ni tpi diri ini mengalah jak la, let him be with someone.... mcm lagu Adele- Someone like you. Hermmm, mcm link jak lgu ni... Nevermind i'll find someone like you, i wish nothing for the best for you too, sometimes it hurts in love but sometimes it hurts instead....

Pernah tak anda menghitung berapa kali kah anda harus mengalah dalam cinta? Diri ini dha mengalah, membiarkan nya pergi pada yg lain, its hurt to sit back n watch but that is for the best, no one hurt, only i'm the one who hurt alot watching the scene going on. Still wondering does he has feeling toward me. So bye2, no more u in me, hopefully... ~ fingers are crossing ~